Have you asked?

When was the last time you asked for help?

I mean, like seriously begged Jesus for mercy.

Maybe it's my lack of time-management skills.  Or, truthfully, my lack of time-awareness skills.  Or maybe it's my clumsiness, my ability to put my foot in my mouth, my ability to bungle, well, anything.  Whatever the reason, I find myself earnestly, honestly, frequently begging Jesus for mercy.  And you know what?

He never, ever fails to be merciful.